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[Current song: AAA - No end summer]
Took this from Spinel's blog.
I think it's quite meaningful :)
LIST DOWN 10 THINGS YOU WANT TO SAY TO PEOPLE BUT MIGHT NEVER WILL, WITHOUT SAYING THEIR NAMES.
1) The words that I always express with my actions, but never verbally...
I LOVE YOU.
Thanks for bringing me up, and leading me to the correct path when I nearly took the wrong path that year.
Even though your naggings never fail to annoy me, I know that they are for my own good. Although, sometimes, I do not understand your sudden change of attitude…
But I'm sorry if I've hurt the both of you in many ways.
I did not do some of those things on purpose; in fact, I think that I had not thought twice before acting.
I am eternally grateful for what you both have done for me.
Thank you for your guidance, patience and love.
I wish to say it again – I love you.
2) I guess you’ll never read this in your entire life but here goes……
I LIKE/LOVE YOU!!!
My feelings for you are indescribable.
More than like, yet less than love.
Even though you exist, you seem to be a fantasy.
Knowing that you can never be mine, you’re just someone living in a world that seems to be so far away from me.
Despite this fact, I am still most willing to go gaga over you!
How I wish to be standing in front of you now, getting to see you face to face, and of course, booking the whole playground for ourselves for the rest of the day <3
I’m hoping you could return to NewS, and be the guy I once knew.
I suppose if you slimmed down a little more, you'll look much better as before!
In any case, I am thrilled to have you back in JE!!!!!!
3) I am sure that you will not be able to read what I am about to write now as you are in a better place now.
But I still wish to thank you – for the times you spent with us in school.
All your guidance, naggings, scolding, cursing, complaints, etc seemed to benefit me a lot.
Thanks for helping me get a distinction in Art.
I will certainly miss your favorite phrases, your laughter and your jokes.
In short, you’ll be dearly missed.
Thank you.
4) Specially to you…
My most cherished friend in SAS camp - Shangrila.
A sucker for pretty boys.
Thanks for being there for me when I needed you.
In fact, I think that you’re my first friend whom I knew for less than 6 mths and yet, confided in you the most.
Your advices truly helped me a lot.
And I am proud to call you my friend.
Thanks for helping me through those horrible times, trying to escape from _____.
I had fun gossiping about ______ with you! ;p
Many thanks for accompanying me to those CE activities.
Our targets now are NDA/NDP points.
So let’s try gg for more activities with those!
Sorry for not being able to go home with you every day nowadays.
But don’t be sad.
I still love you!
Keep in touch!
5) Yes, to my treasured friend… Can’t say the name out, can I?
But I suppose you should know that I am talking about you.
Although we’re not best of friends, we’re considered close, aren’t we?
Sitting beside you during SS and History, Esther Tey’s and Anthony’s were so much fun.
Of course, I know that you are not exactly fond of Anthony.
But come on, admit it, he’s quite funny in some ways, eh?
Yeah you, the one who goes gaga over Massu.
I’m talking about you!
Yes! You!
It’s fun talking to you about anything under the sun.
And thanks for keeping me occupied sometimes in MSN when I’m bored.
Teasing you has been such fun. Haha.
We must definitely keep in touch after we graduate!
6) Well, it’s your turn now.
Even though we’ve known each other for only 15 weeks, we’ve gotten quite close, haven’t we?
I’ll certainly miss the times when we go toilet together during lessons, and of course eating together during breaks.
And not forgetting your cravings for bubble tea – mocha ice blended, to be specific? Lols.
It’s fun working with you in a team cause you really make me laugh at times.
But it’s real nice having you as a friend, confiding in you about stuff and getting good advice from you!
Well, it’s good that you confide in me most of the times too – it actually shows that you trust me!
And last but not least, the times when we got so into comics that I practically had to bring some of my comics to school for you! And in the end, you bought all the comics I lent you -.-
Haha, you still owe me the 2 other comics!!!! I wanna read them! :o
Thanks for being such a great friend!!! And must keep in touch with me hor.
And let’s go out together one day!
All the best with your bf!!!
7) Yeah, and to you now.
Always buying milk tea, and giving the 1st honor to me most of the time… XD
Always bugging me for Inuyasha.
Eh, have you watched finished the Inuyasha movies by the way?!
I suppose not?
I think that we should have met earlier in sec sch.
Then we could have shared more fun times with each other.
Anyways, thanks for accompanying me to wherever I wanted to go(in sch).
And it had been real fun, watching the horror movie with you.
Getting to scare the hell out of you was fun too.
Be careful, it’s the 7th month now.
Pim and Ploy will come find you and hopefully, you’ll not get stuck under the bed because of your ASS!!! Hahaha…
We should go out again one day, this time, not to window shop but to BUY CLOTHES.
And perhaps to catch another horror movie?
And my predictions are USUALLY RIGHT okay. Lols.
Thanks for being my friend!!! Must keep in touch kaes.
Not forgetting about you and your crrruuuusshhhh~
8) To my friend who has eyes only for her one and most beloved guy.
The guy who has completely taken over majority of her life, so much so to the extent that she fangirls over him constantly.
The very same person who reads almost any comic on earth, no?
The same person who has been my friend for 2 and ½ years?
The One Piece freak maniac.
It has been real fun knowing you.
Thanks for keeping me occupied during Chinese lessons.
Discussing about many random things, and even reading mangas in front of Miss Wee.
Although we’re in different schools now, I am still glad that we still get to hang out at our usual place once in a while.
It’s been real fun hanging out with you – gossiping, fangirling, chilling out and complaining about their suspension. Haha.
Thanks for being there for me these past years.
Oh, and I forgot to mention...
To a true friend who is a fan of Draco Malfoy(too)… Take care!
9) To a friend who shares her stuff to the underprivileged person who is typing this down.
Thanks for lending me the never ending mangas(you never fail to stop buying them) and for sending me many songs, PVs, etc…
Known you at the same time as I knew (8) – a real psycho fangirl who is super duper crazy over TVfXQ.
Yeah yeah, your darling U-Know.
All those future plans that you made last year.
I wonder if you’ll ever achieve them.
And your blissful life with U-Know – I’m praying that your wish comes true.
So, continue to lend me mangas and send me songs so that my prayers for you will never stop. Hehe...
I really enjoyed those crazy times with you.
Laughing till I had stomach pain.
I’m already planning out who to invite for my house warming.
And you’re the first on my list so don’t worry. Lols.
10) You're freaking annoying.
Get out of my life already!
You're a pain in the ass!
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